chase being over....back to a sensable state of mind

I love Melissa Ferrick. It is a week for her music. She makes my head feel better. Like...I am not the only one who is putting up with all this. Someone else sees inside my head and knows what this all feels like. Other people are hopeless romantics and yeah...these songs make me see all that jazz.

I didn't sleep much last night. not much at all. I think I nodded off a few times, but my mind was somewhere I dunno where. Everywhere maybe.

Blah...I wanna do something with someone. Like with people other then my sisters. Those children are getting on my nerves...I don't feel like sittin at the pool. But...I hafta...so if anyone needs me...call my cell. I may be drown in the pool...but someone is bound to answer if you call enough.

"Don't you wish your gf was hot like me" Haha....My 5 year old sister is dancing in the next room to this song. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Ok...they are gonna kill me. Off to the pool.